Sunday, 20 September 2009
Im feeling !@#$%, i dont know how to describe the feeling im having. Nobody can understand nor feel it, i supposed.

It isnt my day!

Wake up in a troubled mind. Got a news that the hellokitty phone can take already but no free gifts :/ Free gifts contains hellokitty strap and a bag for cosmetic purpose, i think? Many ordered and didnt get it, i guess people are rather furious about it. I think the service was bad.

Anyway, many things had run through my mind. Many bad happenings. Friends come and goes. Betrayed and Backstabbers.

In between attachments and school. I heard many stories. I thought you were not bad, but i really cant imagine that you will backstabbed me because you wanna get the attention or what. You told me secrets of yours, i kept it. But... the feeling of being betrayed you will never know or be known.

Then had a bad tiff with sister, i hate being accused.! If i really did it, i'll admit but i really didnt. If you think i am, i have nothing to say. Cos i got clear conscience, what for i scare?

Sometimes i do wonder, am i part of the family or what. Just having mixed feelings. Tired. I feel like going beach alone, sat there and think all the happenings. Im rather weak in this stuff. :/


If only.. you were here by my side.
If only.. you can make me smile
If only..


live life fullest signs normal 10:26 pm

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