Sunday 31 May 2009
I feel so lonely, feel so alone out of sudden. I dont know how i get this feeling but it just went on and on. Fish! Please let it stop! aw~

Last week was exam week, haircutting exam on monday was a smooth day, my model was chairling, cut round layer w convex hardline. A big thank you! {L} Then the following day was haircolouring exam, my model was shanshan, i like the result. (: And her hair was effing long, but i managed it well. phew~ Then wed, no exam. (: RELAX DAY.

Met up w darlingCT at 10am as we're going to school for common test, we did 3 papers then 2pm dismissed. Then we trained to pasir ris then cabbed to pasir ris, cos we were lost. Went cycling and camwhore! All the little fun things we do, and many more. Around noon-evening, was waiting kent and danny to reach. We were bitten by mosquitoes, mostly me. Very itchy! After they reached, the 2guys went to try on rollerblade, it was funny, i was laughing all the way. Then dinner at one of the place but i didnt eat. I was on diet. Everytime he would order ribena for me and i would bring home. (: After dinner, we went to the park to stroll again. Till 8.30pm then i changed back to uniform as i wasnt feeling comfortable. Then danny drove us back, and he drove to wrong path end up i reached home at 10pm. He kept on apologised to me. Haas! Bathe, then he called me and we chatted on phone. Overall, i LOVE my outing with darling and friends. Many loves {L}

Then thursday was hairperming exam, my model was yvonne (sister), was damn nervous as it was the first time i did digital perm. But it went well, just that it wasnt balanced. After that, we cabbed home w CT.

Then friday, no school. So met up with darling again as she treating me for buffet. HOHOS! I am feeling very bored.

boredom -

I've been home alone this 2days, sat and sun. I was feeling unloved again. Sigh! Something to cheer me up?

My hei hei xiao bu dian :)
A piece of cheesecake to melt my heart.
CHOCOLATES & SWEETS!

Tml having hso final exam, i have not yet study but will study later on. I still rmb quite a lot stuff.

其实, 我很想跟你说声对不起. 可是你有给我这个机会吗?

I wanna prove to you that i can overcome this time round, i hope i can make it.


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Friday 29 May 2009
Supposedly meet CT at 1010 but i slept late again so i meet her at 1030 then trained to simei to have our buffet lunch at hans river. Er, the dishes quite normal though. But overall, nice.

Shopped and went to pet safari, then trained to hougang and board bus112 to my house for swimming session. Damn funny lo, we were playing prank on each other. (:


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Tuesday 26 May 2009
Thought of updating my blog out of sudden. Mayb this is the only place to vent all my thoughts out. My beloved diary!

Today after colouring exam went k session with CT.

我不想依靠任何人了
我想BE INDEPENDENT.
我很难过
每当我需要你的陪伴
你总是不在
我对自己说, 没关系
笑一笑,事情就会过了

我要每天笑,不要难过了!


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Saturday 23 May 2009
Totally in love with absolute boyfriend manga. Tml will be reading chapter22. [: Also, Shugo Chara anime show was cute and funny. Will be catching episode2 tml. [:


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Friday 22 May 2009
It's been one whole week since i last blogged. Busy preparing for projects, common test and exam.

In a blink of an eyes, it's over. But final exam will be held next week and next next week. It's holycow!

Cant recalled what have i done this week. But, for the perming project, it's finally over! [: This time round, i didn't present. heh heh heh XD

This week, i've been to many places, beach and k session with CT.

Oh, not to forgotten. I've injured my kneecap! Getting worst, and ache. Sigh!

tata!


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Sunday 17 May 2009
Wake up early to prepare sushi ingredient with sister's help. This time round, the rice very sticky, kind of hard to handle. But the process in doing was very fun!

Why i making sushi?

Because im going CT house, so i'll be bringing sushi to her house. No pictures! [: & will be going her house to do sherbic later on. <3

On friday, i tried doing sherbic, my first attempt was too sweet! But because of the strawberry being sour, it cover half of the sweetness and mummy said, good! <3333s!

I'm off now.


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Friday 15 May 2009
当我听到你的苦中时, 我的心痒痒.
听完后, 已经没有话想跟你说.
一方面, 这是你的过去了, 可是你满我到今天才跟我说.
我很失望, 很想哭!
心很痛,哭不出来.

我很怕, 真得很怕!


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Thursday 14 May 2009
Just got back home, and i am feeling very sick already. Really no strength, and headache is getting worst. Fishhhhh! :x I have already seek your permission and you say alright. Now i asked again to tell you what im going to do on sunday and you scolded me. I really cannot stand adults. Feel like scolding all the bad words here but i control myself. I dont want let this matter get to the worst.

I dont care already! I will do what im supposed to do and i will take all the responsibility to clean up all by myself. MYSELF! I wont asked you to help me or whatever shit. Stop saying my friend is this and that. Everyone has their limit, so do you and i. I know you wont saw what im writing but who cares.

I just feel very stress up. What friends i make you also want say. Your friends always good, mine not! What logic is this? :/

Monday end school early. Forgotten what i have done. But CT came to accompany me.

Tue had haircut exam. My model was Sue, decided to cut square layered with convex but i know i did it very lousy. And i cut my finger. LOL -.-!

Ystd, wed had Toni&Guy talks, presentation, demo. Halfway the talks, CT and me were having bad headache and nauseous. (secret) Thanks D for the big teddy bear! But frankly speaking, i dont like teddy bears and the fur will make my nose itchy and keep on sneeze! ops.

Today, dismissed class early, went to plazasing to watch movie with CT, the uninvited. Scary and funny!

xoxo


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Monday 11 May 2009
Tml having haircut exam! }:

Alright, morning lsn was mrwoo hso, partner w CT (receptionist/client), switch and swap. It was damn funny because of the conversation! Then nex week we'll practise on interview, sucks big time!.

Then to msleong lsn, browse through the important points on tml haircut exam. Proper tools and all. Oh shiat! I hope i can manage it, i dont wanna screwed up because if "fail" no need take final exam. }: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Sigh!

Then mrchua lsn, did some revision on theory, important question oks!

Dismissed at 1pm, then bused home. Alight at dont know where to buy food home. [: CT came to my house to copy notes! Funny and fun!

I wanna be a happy-go-lucky-girl!
xoxo


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Sunday 10 May 2009
Happy Mother's Day!

Dinner was sucked to the core! Mummy even said so, terrible and horrible. The services were downgraded. All china girls, ignored us totally. Food very bland, wont went there again!

Also, i love mummy! Though sometimes we did had a tiff but after awhile it was alright. Loveyouverymuchy! {L}


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Yesterday was an enjoyable day! Took the same bus112 with CT then we wento mall then to shop and save buy lemon and marshmellow. Then headed to my house.

Then stayed at my house awhile, drink some cold water as we're feeling duper thirsty. After that went down to bbq then saw mummy prepare the charcoal so we wento swimming place to rest and relaxed!

Around 6pm+, back to bbq and saw mummy's friend came, so we start to eat and bbq. We drank white wine & red wine & carlsberg beer. Almost seh! Feeling very hot. haha Fun right! Alot funny and weird thing happen. I love my days! Then CT went back around 9pm+ haha and she tabao food back home cos alot ma. [:

LOVELOVELOVE xoxo


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Friday 8 May 2009
As usual, met CT in the morning at 9am but we changed our mind so we meet early for breakfast at LJS. While copying notes, saw brother and he wave at me. haas!




After that, bused to school. Wento com lab to print out our homework and surf net since still got some time left. hohos!





Wento mrlim lsn, took back our 3 test papers and quite disappointment. Then mshong asked who want do commercial service, then i volunteer cos am waiting for CT as she got too. But then, we got no model to do also, so we were practically very sian at lab. We talk cock sing song to endure hours. =/





Helped weilun's client to dabao food and drinks then do laundry. Then around 4pm+, we couldnt take it so we left first. This few days really very giddy, like totally no strength.




xoxo


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Thursday 7 May 2009
I am very very disappointed in you. After i have heard the news, i find myself looking like a fool. I detest myself because i, too easily believe others.














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Tuesday 5 May 2009
This morning very nice to sleep cos it's raining again, i love cool weathers! But, i have lsn in the morning if not, i'll be lying on bed till im awake. Laughs!

As usual, met CT at 730am then bused to school. Once we stepped in school, we have to wear our lanyard already }:

Then ate breakfast in the morning, fries w nuggets. Chit-chatting and talk cock sing song. LOL!
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We went in late for lsn because the front door spoilt so we have to walk 1 big round to the back door. Mrlim give us test papers to do then he break us into 3 groups, presentation and all. At that point of time, i am very very tired and sleepy, plus my whole body ache. At times even fall asleep. Then have break till 1pm.

Went up 2nd storey to proceed our chd lsn, supposedly we should be doing new hairdo but almost half of the classmates forgotten to bring the combs so we persuaded msang to let us try shampoo each other hair by sitting down. I partnered w CT, and this was the 1st time i did shampoo by sitting down. Ct hair w extension was rather hard for me at the start but slowly i managed to shampoo and it was super fun!

After that, CT wanna try out so we switch over, funny and we were laughing non-stop. Then we had long breaks till act lsn.

Sigh! Msleong give us a lecture because we, no models to cut. We even wrote a letter stating that from today onwards, we must at least cut 3 models before june exam if not, we'll get debar! }:
This isnt what i want! I really couldnt find models to cut, nobody willing. Because of this, dampened CT and mine's mood.

Around 6pm, D called me, talked to me and it brighten up my mood a lil. Then we chat till i board bus72 as im feeling tired, so i slept on bus till hougang. A big sigh, sigh, SIGH!

I dont wanna get debar from exam!

On a happy note, tml CT and me going swimming after school ends! Hurray! {L}


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Monday 4 May 2009
Finally i got a new blogskin done by gabby! I love it, thanks! Muacks!

Alot people ask me whether i got boyf because of the previous post. Now, let me tell you over here. We are just friends, FRIENDS! Havent at that stage yet so please dont anyhow say oh!

Is my new layout nice?


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I am very awake in the morning, automatically wake up at 5am though i should wake up at 6am. Slept late but wake up damn early. And i feel very very weak already, totally no strength. Met CT at 730, then suddenly it rained heavily, end up i walk under rain. ]: All body wet!

Ate seaweed chicken in the morning, seriously i have NO APPETITE! So went to lab for hso then msleong lsn, got homework ok! Research of classic and graduate bobcut. Dismissed school at 12.

Bused to tanah merah and trained to woodland. Went to watch movie, malay ghost movie, quite scary because of the background sound and its way too loud. Then to arcade, take neoprints again! <3

Mm, walked around then meet K, since K wanna ate at kfc, we followed. It was damn hilarious ok! Then walked around, went to taxi stand to wait for K's friend. Then shortly after, K's friend also known as D, finally reached. D drove us to zoo. Very weird, then D dine at kfc again! Known D for 4days already but i still damn shy, dont dare look at D. I'm sorry, D! I am very paiseh de. Then after that, D drove us home. Thanks for the ride! (:


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Saturday 2 May 2009
My previous blogskin screwed up! So now, i'll shall used back my blogskin as i couldnt find a right one yet. [:

I've seen through many people, all they did was making out stories that ain't true.

Anyway, i'm feeling very weak now. My stomach really da bai me, *poof!*

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Curious to know why at this timing am still online? Because i couldnt sleep and am so awake! My stomach is growling non-stop! AM VERY HUNGRY but im not eating! As i've mentioned that even though i ate, 15minutes later i'll surely rushed to the toilet again. So, i shall starve myself!

Now it's 4:05am, eyes still open big big, can you imagine? laughs! Mayb in the afternoon, i've sleep enough thats why now i couldnt sleep.

I shall let times pass quickly so that i wont feel so boring. I need someone to talk to but there's isnt anyone available!

Anyway, i've lost some of my friend's url, please tagged me with your url on my tagboard. Accidentally delete away, feel so argghhhh!

Alright, mummy and sis will be back soon! I'm god damn happy about it because mummy is getting me lotsa items, heard from mummy that she bought me a branded item. I'm looking forward to ~ Mayb wont be following dad's to the airport later on in the evening as daddy might drive mum's friend too. Shall decide later on.

Enough of my blabbering. xoxo

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Awww~ My stomach is torturing me now! Ate nasi lemak then about 15minutes later, i rushed to toilet and till now stomach still super pain. ]: I swear im not going eat anything from now onwards, so painful.

Then just now got one stupid ahneh called me, idiot lo. Hate those withheld caller! *shoo*


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Friday 1 May 2009
Yesterday after school went to plazasing to watch movie, GU GU THE CAT!

This few days weathers are killing me! Have been drinking cold waters though i have period. No gassy drinks but cold waters! And i have been skipping my meals and eating lemon. SOUR! But i like it!


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