Wednesday, 17 June 2009
Hey, im back to blog my daily rants again!

So, during this 3days, where have i been to. Mm, i forgotten what i have done on sunday and monday, and it doesnt seem interested for you guys too. So i shall skip to tuesday, 16June which was yesterday.

I think i was being too nervous thats why i automatically wake up at a weird timing which was 8am. See? Im being super nervous alright. So i keep on tossing and turning on my bed till it was time for me to bathe and all. Around 10.30am i left my house, met darling for lunch before heading to my interview. So, after having kfc, we went seperate ways. Then i trained to dhoby ghaut, and this time, i forgotten how to train to novena. And i was lost. I took the train to cityhall then raffles then i took train back to outram then to novena. So i was anxious that i will be late and all. I was trembling but lucky i managed to reach there at 12.30. Lucky i aint late if not it will give the interviewer a bad impression. So, i went in and do some questions and the interviewer was being friendly and my nervousness has gone. It lasted for only 20minutes+. Phew~ after that, i went home. On my way back home, i walked past pasar malam at hougang, so i just bought 2 taiwan sausages for darling. Then bused back home.

While today, went to meet her at 11 for lunch but i didnt ate because i got no appetite. Sigh! I no longer interested in food, once i see food. I feel nauseous. But dont think too much, i aint pregnant. (: haha Mayb my gastric made me feel this way.

I have so much to say, so much to complain about you. I wont list out who are you. But deep inside, i know who are you can already. I wonder, why whenever you in need of help, your friends doesnt willing to help you is because you said the same old story again and again till nobody fall into your trap. You told me, you needed help to you know i know. So in the end, i was being soft hearted or whatever, i give in and i HELP YOU! After i help you, you avoided me.
Promised me alot times that you will you know i know. I given you loads of chances but each time you were trying to make me like a fool. Believing you again and again. I couldnt stand you neither my darling. Get this clear first. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ASKED FOR HELP! YOU ARE A LOSER OK, BEING A GUY SO OMG TO ASK A LADY HELP YOU. GOSH ZZZ THIS WAS MY FIRST TIME AND THE LAST TIME TO HELP YOU AND THATS IT. Hope you will return whatever you borrowed from me, is not an item nor object. IS MY MONEY (: fcuking disgraceful idiots, please shoo far far away, tyvm!

Have been playing audition with darling, danny & kent for the past few days. Pictures will be up next post.


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