Wednesday, 18 March 2009
Yes, the feeling are horrible. Can't imagine this time is for real. No more you anymore, i'll lose you eventually. Day2 without you, i'm still missing you, cried alot but nothing will bring back you to me. Bus72 should be short route for me last time, but now it seem it's longer than i can imagine. I cried when going school, i cried when going take bus72 home, i almost cried when i meeting twin. I really am a failure in relationship. Now you people can laugh all you want. Happy? I ain't happy at all. I felt numb, sad. Thought of dying once, but i dare not. I know if i died, Those beloved will grief and i shouldnt let them worry about me.

MICHELLE! PLEASE FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR PARENTS/ YOUR FUTURE CAREER, CAN YOU WAKE UP? STOP PROBE ABOUT THE PAST, IT'S NO USED ANYMORE, THE FEELING ISNT THERE ANYMORE. YOU UNDERSTAND? I REALLY GOT NO MOOD ANYMORE.


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