Monday, 23 March 2009
I know im not supposed to be jealous or what because we're not related anymore. I hide all the jealousy in my heart, as i couldnt let you know how i feel.

I think, im going insane or mad soon. Seeing couples out there, i feel like strangled them to death, am i suffering depression or what? Or am i being paranoid.

From love to hatred, i dont wish it to end up this way. But, the feeling is so sucky right now.

Anyway, didnt received any msges from you, kind of upset. Mayb you wasnt free or youre busy with friends. I cant called you or whatever. Im lost for words.

Sometimes, i find friends arent trustable or whatever.

Have been thinking alot stuffs right now. Arrrrrrrrrgh! I wanna make myself busy but theres nothing i can do.

Mayb 2wks of march holiday, i'll help mummy with housechores and finding job to make my life busy then i wont think too much.

Thanks flies for the presents! [: iloveit, much appreciated and thanks!


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